Babysteps

Love watching that show 'Supernatural' with my mom. It might sound trivial to many ears but I like to stop and take a moment. We laugh our asses off. It's a decent show if you're into supernatural stuff, like I am. And if you like to laugh, like I do. I don't watch it for the show. I watch it to hang out with my mom, one of those quality time moments to look forward to.

Also, it's been a while since I last enjoyed doing something. Was always so shore about what I was doing and where it was headed. And all of that has changed recently. So it felt odd and everything was unfamiliar. I'm a rookie in everything and didn't feel in place. Like I was the only Treckie in a Star Wars convention (don't worry, I'm still on the Wars' side). And even with not feeling at home between 98% of those people.. I finally got something right on the camera today. So that should count for something. I'm not a total fuck up. And it might be a good idea to tell myself that every morning, 10 times in front of the mirror...Or maybe I should practice the looking in the mirror thing first.

I also found a club in the city (this sounds very ravy, but isnt actually) that has a shooting range. And not just with bow and arrow. But with pistols! It's one of those things that are on my bucket list. Learn how to handle a gun and preferably look badass doing it. So I'm doing this. Screw airobics and sit ups, I'm going for some steel. I have never in my life seen a woman defend herself from a rape attack with a sit up. So don't talk to me about sports.

Also a few short highlights:

* Conan O Brien will be on the air by next week and is signed on Jack White's third man records label. In your face Leno, Coco is back. And this time one of the greatest musicians ever is backing him up.

* I planned a long awaited field trip to my favorite cemetery tomorrow. It's real cool and abandoned and must admit that I love hanging out at cemeteries. You're never alone but still at peace. And there's some abandoned houses next to it that I can't wait to discover.

* Jelly Shots. First attempt on making those. And they're going to be vegan-proof. Green ones. They're going to be a test drive for my upcoming Zombie themed Halloween party. Cuz' Zombies are awesome (I just typed incorrectly and got zombieR, that's not such a bad idea!).

Question:

Zombies or dinosaurs?

Ponder on it...

Goodnight.